The end of a Bad Relationship?

No, but I will sure make it sound that way.

I am going to take a break from blogging (or already have) for a bit. no, blogging is not bad, (it's not you, it's me), bu I am using Lent as a time to seek balance and answers and direction in my life, but I don't know how to do that any more, so I am trying diffeent things. This is not goodbye, just a break, lol. I did not 'lent' blogging, just trying to find how I should be relying on God, and people, and what the balance is there. I find myself in a cycle which ends in me disapointed in God or people, or people and God being disapointed in me. As I ponder what to blog, I often reflect on struggles that are still just as big as thefirst time I blogged about them, but do not want to blog again about them. Like I said, trying to learn where to lean and how to get through everything right now. I will be back, you don't have to wait for me, but i would love it if you did.

Let's set a date for Easter Sunday being our next time together. It still may be sooner than some of us will blog without 'the break', and I may give sponsors my password to post photos of body parts and how they await the next post, but until Easter, the Official Pastor Pepsi is blog free.

(this does not mean I won't share thing swith the friends who read my blog, just trying to find balalnce.)

Mike

What do you really think of me?

So, today I had my first physio in a long time, and it was good. Just the act of someone trying to help, and monitoring the situation, so I don't feel on my own in this was nice.

does anyone remember that great amchine I talked about once, called a CPM, that would keep ,my arm moving after surgery? Well, it is great, and the hospital has lost it. Very expensive equipment, and my physio says they can't locate it. Lol. She tryng very hard to find it before surgery (no rush, lol), but she is as surprised as me that they lost this big piece of medical equipment. Well, hope they find it if it is one of the things that will make the difference second time through. Bye.

Mike